!!!!!!!THIS IS THE BOMB!!!!!!!

      .GO WATCH IT IN THE CINEMA.

           .WORTH IT.     .LOVE IT.

. Much Love All .

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
‘Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you, babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There’s something that I feel I need to say
But up til’ now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you’re not deserving of me
And still, you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don’t complain
‘Cause I’ve been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you, babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be, ooh
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me, yeah
Ain’t gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you….

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

. Much Love All .

Hello fellow aliens.
How have you guys been?
Good I hope.
Or maybe no one actually visit my blog anymore cause there’s no updates. Teehee.

So wat have you guys been up to?
I’ve been busy wit silly assignments, tests and now studying for Finalssss.
Can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait for my hols.
In dire need of some R&R time.

And OMG, I have so many pics to edit and post up it’s not even funny anymore.
Why does it take so long to upload?
Simply cause everyone uses my cam for pics and a night out will result in 100-150 pics and above.
I kid you not.

A very unfortunate thing happened to one of our friend.
We did everything that we can to try to help.
But I guess some mistakes are jus not meant to be made.
As in reality, there is NO turning back.

We often, so very often take everything for granted.
Thinking that we live a life jus like in the movies.
Where we think we can get away wit a lot of stuff jus like in the movie.
But in real life, there’s no take two, three and four.

There is only that one life.
The one that we are in now.
The one that we are living now.
The one that we are taking for granted now.

This whole incident taught many of us a valuable lesson.
With a great deal of sacrifice, a friend.
It’s still so hard to believe that all this is happening.
Feels like this kind of thing only happen in movies.

We will miss you terribly.
We will be thinking of you.
We will be praying for you.
We will, we will, we will.

Always think twice before doing something.

. Much Love All .

How do you forgive and forget?

Even if you forgive, how do you forget?

Can we really forget what was done to us?

Can I forget what you’ve done to me?

How should I deal with this?

How should I feel?

What should I think?

How do I forgive and forget.

Even if I forgive, how should I forget?

Can we really forgive and forget?

Can I forgive and forget?

Can I forgive and forget?

Can I forgive and forget?

. Much Love All .

You’ve break me into a million pieces.

Somethings just can’t be undone.

So where do I go from here?

Where am I going to get the strength to go through all this?

Who is there for me?

Who will be there to catch me when I fall?

Now that you are gone.

Now that there’s no turning back.

Now that we’ve come to an end.

Who can I turn to?

Now that you are gone.

What is left of me?

What is left of me?

What is left of me . . . . . .

. Much Love All .

It’s funny how when we love someone, we tend to rely on them eventually.

Be it lovers, friends or family.

But I’ve learnt not to rely on you or anyone anymore.

I will be strong, in my own way.

I will be successful, in my own way.

I will take care of myself, in my own way.

Cause I’m jus plainly done relying on you even for the simplest thing.

So ‘Thank You’ for showing me that I can’t rely on anyone, even you, the hurtful way.

I will rely on myself now for anything and everything.

For I certainly will not rely on you anymore.

. Much Love All .

Since now my connection is a bit faster.
And that Xanga is working faster than usual.
I shall re-blog and not stop blogging.
Teehee.

So anyway I’ve been hving my mid-sem break for this week.
But it certainly doesn’t feel like a holiday.
As I’m even busier and out more often this week.
And classes is starting AGAIN on Monday.

The assignments and group projects this sem is jus craaazy.
I feel like I haven’t had a proper RestAndRelax time for a very long time.
Argh can’t wait for the short one month holiday in June.
I need to go somewhere for holiday.

Ankleeways, like I mentioned in my previous post.
I had 3 different birthday celebration.
One in S’pore, another in Chulo and lastly Phuture.
And I have to admit that my birthday celebrations are getting better and better year after year.

Oh well, am too lazy to elaborate about the entire trip.
Hehe.
So I shall let the pics do the talking.
Enjoy!!

Day 1

Early brekkie wit the Bum.

It was a joint bday celebration wit Kimmie.

The beer, the Chanel, and the Baby.

Amy and I at Zouk.

Old white guy who was totally doing some funky moves on the dance floor. Hehe.

ScandalKenn, TempoYang and BestieAmy.

Am eating even in the club, no wonder I’m putting on weight.

My ever crazy frens.

Bday girls with the bday hat.

Group pic.

Day 2

My world.

The awesome deco in FashionBar.

The Bday girls.

The three besties and their very own boys.

Thanks for the awesome bday celebration.

Many thanks to those who came.
And also especially to the Baby’s daddy who made it all possible.
And to Ray who missed like 3 flights and still made it.
Of course, the biggest love will be to my Bum.

Oh I wish I can have breakkies like this EVERYDAY.

. Much Love All .

Upgraded my internet.
But somehow it’s still a lot slower compared to the bf’s.
And even the computer guy couldn’t figure out where the problem lies.

I’m so busy this sem it’s unbelievable.
The among of assignments can kill me.
But at least I’m moving forward.
Gotta buck up though, no more slacking.

There are so many times that I have brilliant topics to blog and discuss.
But Xanga is still being quite a bitch cause it still take a long time to load and all.
I’ve already edited the pics of the trip down to S’pore for my bday.
Will post it up when the connection allows me to upload it.

Till then, take care ok?
I noe my blog is so boring and dull that I myself don’t even wan to visit it anymore. Haha.
Oh well, jus a place to share my thoughts and what nots.
Sry for the short update but I gots to get to my assignment now.

Will blog soon, I swear.

. Much Love All .

thinking twice.

Maybe, just maybe, it’s not right.

. Much Love All .

Believe it or not, I got so frustrated last night that I tried to open a new blog at Blogspot.com.
Cause I couldn’t even load the page of Xanga.com to log into my own blog.
But I’m so used to Xanga’s style of editor that I was having quite a hard time to blog at Blogspot.

I am currently bloggin from the Boy’s house.
I tell you it was super easy to load both my blog and the editor.
It’s either cause I’m using Apple or the Maxis connection is super fast.
I think is the latter cause the Boy downloaded almost 10 songs in like a few minutes.

I shall go home and talk to Daddycool about it and hopefully I can do something about it and blog more often soon. Hehe.
And I have like ten thousand pictures to edit from my 3 diff B’day celabration.
Till then my lovelies, take care and have a great week ahead.

Oh and thank you so much to my readers who gave their comments.
Appreciate it much.
Will fix the problem soon and blog more often.
I Promise! =)

p.s: I’m not lazy to change the colour of my font and add smileys but I think Safari doesn’t support the entire feature of Xanga’s editor. Sorry for another dull entry. Hehe.

. Much Love All .