Hello my fellow aliensssssss.
I am happy to share wit you guys that I am chosen as of the semi-finalist for the Estee Lauder Model Search 09′.
Like super shocked and happy when they told me that I’m chosen out of the hundreds or even thousands who participated.

Really wasn’t my intention to join the competition.
Needed to buy my skincare so I thought I might as well purchase the voucher worth RM280 where they take a photo for you which will be sent automatically as a entry form at the cost of RM50 and the rest of the amount I will redeem my skincare products.

Invited my bestie, Amy to go along wit me cause the total of the products that I will buy will def be more than 230 bucks.
So the bestie and I both got to get a makeover and take beautiful pictures and then went to have awesome Jap food for lunch.
Awesome girl’s day out.

So anyway, back to my main point.
Please my dear readers, if you guys could kindly jus visit this site www.esteelaudermodelsearch.com.my, register and VOTE FOR ME.

To register it’s really simple and easy as 1,2,3.
Jus need to enter your name, IC/Passport Number and Email Add.
And then you are on your way to VOTE!
Also, you can not only vote for me, but for other girls that you think deserves your vote.

Although I am a bit sad that they choose a picture where I don’t look best .
Cause they didn’t use the picture which I submitted in as my entry photo and it wasn’t photoshoped like all the other contestants picture.
But oh well, guess it’s not such a big deal afterall.
Don’t really aim on winning the contest but would jus like to be one of the finalist and have the experience as well as the RM1000 worth of Estee Lauder product which is given to all Finalist.

So so so so, I hope that you guys can vote for me.
As many as possible.
Cause it’s 50% based on votes and 50% based on judges votes.
So fingers crosseddddddd that I will be chosen as one of the Finalist.

Voting starts on the 3rd till the 7th of July.
So hurry up register and get ready to VOTE.
Thank you guys who actually vote for me.
Appreciate it really really really much.

. Much Love All .

The King of Pop has passed away.
Such a strange extraordinary feeling that I’m feeling right now.
It’s as if a family member of mine has passed away.
It feels as if I’ve know him personally.

Not everyone in the entertainment world can induce this sort of feeling on people around the world when he/she passed away.
Only a few artist can do it including the King of Rock, Elvis Presley.
And of course now, Michael Jackson.

To me, it doesn’t matter whether he really did mollest the children as accused.
All that we should do now is remember what a great artist he was and what great thing he as a person has done as well as how his music has truly changed the world.

I’ve always have goosebumps when I listen to his songs.
Especially ‘You Are Not Alone’.
Everytime when I listen to it, it feels as if he is singing it to me personally.
This is one of the many great things that his music can do.

It touches you.
Touches your heart.
Makes you sing.
And of course, it makes you dance.

No one can ever dance like him.
No one can sing like him.
No one can perform like him.
No one can ever replace him.

We always perceive artist as how we want to and how the media portray them.
But when in fact, they are afterall, human, jus like you and me.
They go through ups and downs jus like us.
And jus like us, they’d like to hv privacy and we will never really noe wat goes on in their life.

Being a famous star even when he was 6, he does not have a normal, fun childhood like you and I.
A lot of child star do not grow up to be perfectly normal and content with themselves.
Even we who go through somewhat ‘normal’ childhood struggle to be content and confident wit ourselves.

We don’t know.
So we shouldn’t judge.
We should jus love and remember him as he is.
The One and Only, King of Pop, Michael Jackson.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for the world that I come from
‘Cause I’ve been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart…
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities…
‘Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me…

People say I’m not okay
‘Cause I love such elementary things…
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I’ve never known…

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne…

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I’m strange that way
‘Cause I love such elementary things,
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I’ve never known…

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly…

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I’ve had

Have you seen my Childhood…

-Childhood by M.Jackson-

He is loved by millions but he never loved himself and never felt loved from his family, especially his father.
Physical and emotional abuse since he was a kid affected him badly.
It’s so sad that he never see himself the way others perceived him. 

He brought joy to the world and entertained us like no other artist have. 
Many found strength and related themselves in his songs.
But all these success and achievements made him even a lonelier person.
He had a great, wonderful career at the cost of happiness and a normal life.

‘You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart ‘

You will always live on in millions’ heart. You are not alone, MJ.
We will always be wit you. May you now finally find Peace in God’s arms.

. Much Love All .

         !!!!!!!THIS IS THE BOMB!!!!!!!

      .GO WATCH IT IN THE CINEMA.

           .WORTH IT.     .LOVE IT.

. Much Love All .

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
‘Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you, babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There’s something that I feel I need to say
But up til’ now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you’re not deserving of me
And still, you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don’t complain
‘Cause I’ve been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you, babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be, ooh
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me, yeah
Ain’t gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you….

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

. Much Love All .

Hello fellow aliens.
How have you guys been?
Good I hope.
Or maybe no one actually visit my blog anymore cause there’s no updates. Teehee.

So wat have you guys been up to?
I’ve been busy wit silly assignments, tests and now studying for Finalssss.
Can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait for my hols.
In dire need of some R&R time.

And OMG, I have so many pics to edit and post up it’s not even funny anymore.
Why does it take so long to upload?
Simply cause everyone uses my cam for pics and a night out will result in 100-150 pics and above.
I kid you not.

A very unfortunate thing happened to one of our friend.
We did everything that we can to try to help.
But I guess some mistakes are jus not meant to be made.
As in reality, there is NO turning back.

We often, so very often take everything for granted.
Thinking that we live a life jus like in the movies.
Where we think we can get away wit a lot of stuff jus like in the movie.
But in real life, there’s no take two, three and four.

There is only that one life.
The one that we are in now.
The one that we are living now.
The one that we are taking for granted now.

This whole incident taught many of us a valuable lesson.
With a great deal of sacrifice, a friend.
It’s still so hard to believe that all this is happening.
Feels like this kind of thing only happen in movies.

We will miss you terribly.
We will be thinking of you.
We will be praying for you.
We will, we will, we will.

Always think twice before doing something.

. Much Love All .