October 16, 2008

• Can You Hear Me Scream?

  So I'm in pain.
  Crazy ass pain.
  Cause I'm starving and the wounds are healing.
  Them painkillers are of no help.

  On Monday, I took out 3 frigging wisdom-big-ass-tooth.
  Nope they didn't put me to sleep, just local anesthetic.
  Where did I get the balls to do this one shot?
  God knows, seeing that I'm terrified of dentist and the whole works.

  See the pain makes me unable to talk properly and of course my face is swollen.
  The worst part other than the pain is not being able to eat.
  Jus liquid and I even had to eat blended porridge.
  Sounds bad? Imaging having to eat/drink it.

  I love food and I love to eat.
  And I can never be a anorexic.
  Even though I love how flat my tummy is now.
  It's like having abs but I rather get proper abs from exercising rather than starving.

   

  
  I'd like to have those so called 'abs' permenantly.

  
  Not through starving but from working out.

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

  Crossroads.
  Yet another dilemma.
  Life hasn't been treating me well lately.
  Everything is gettin out of hand and nothing is goin right.

  Am I asking too much of life?
  Or is life asking too much of me?
  Either way, I'm tired.
  So tired I'm about to give up.

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

  She should be so happy, cause she is so lucky.
  But can anybody out there hear her screaming for help?
  To save her from this hell.
  Cause she is losing her way, losing her way.

   

   

   

   

   

   

  
  Sometimes I wish I can act like a boy.

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

  . Much Love All .

   

   

   

   

  • 1:30 pm
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