August 19, 2008
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. . . ?
It's tearing up.
It's breaking down.
It's broken.
Surrounded by ten thousand amazing people.
Oh, loneliness, you are my only true friend.
Always there no matter what.
Forever with me, forever in me.
I think I am right.
I thought I am well.
But the results say otherwise.
Is the world wrong and insane?
Or am I jus blinded by my foolishness and insanity is in me?
And the question existing,
Who am I living for?
. Much Love All .
(Currently Listening: Question Existing - Rihanna)
Comments (4)
it amused me that one day I realize I have to be dating someone in order to feel purposeful about my life. in fact, I say this just to make you feel better. Maybe one just projected his/her love on someone thus to ease their loneliness, like me. Although later I realize that life is more than self-satisfied relationships. Or do I?
Control is an illusion, rationality is an afterthought. This apply to 'most' of us.
Hope all will be well for you. Take care.
dear dear dear cheri...
live for yourself... live for those who loves u...
i know it is hard sometimes... i am confuse sometimes to who am i living for... but at the end of everything... it is still yourself u should be living for. you urself you should satisfy... wht matters more then being yourself and be happy?
and remember you always have ur family and friends... No MATTER wht..=)
I'll agree with the above poster. Live for yourself or the ones you love. That's how you should live your life! Some people prefer to live their lives according to what makes them happy, but some other people (which refers to yourself), gains happiness through seeing other people gaining happiness through your "contributions", if you must, in order for you to be happy. I'll admit I'm that type of person as well, although it's a bit silly (putting yourself as the second priority of "happiness-gaining"), I'm happy seeing my friend/partner/family member happy regardless of what our contributions are.
I don't care what I have to sacrifice in order to see them enjoying every moment/second of their life. As long as they are smiling, that's all that matters to me.
Hello, how are you? =D
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