Friendster is really damn gay nowadays.
So many problems.
But too lazy to move to Facebook/MySpace.
And also most of my friends use Friendster only.

Xanga was being gay as well.
Or maybe it's ImageShack that was being gay.
Cause my header was gone.
Thank God Babyboy kept a copy in his comp, or else will have to do the whole thing again.

Nothing interesting that's going on in my lil' life now.
Just books and books and books.
But I've been readin the same chapter for the past few days. Haha.
I can be super lazy at times.

Oh yes, I finish watching the whole PCDSearchForTheNextDoll series in one night. Hoho.
And my God, Chelsea changed like so damn much.
I think the whole process boost her confidence like super duper much.

I think that MelissaR. should have won.
But I think Asia won because when she's on stage, you can feel her presence and wants to look at her.
Whereas MelissaR. can sing, but if MelissaR. and Asia is together on stage, you will look at Asia even though MelissaR. can sing and look better.

I mean, PCD already have Nicole to sing, so I guess they don't need the one who can sing better.
And I don't understand how Sisley can be in the competition for so long.
She's so irritating and all she does is whine and complain non-stop.
Those who watched the show will get my drift.

And yeah, ChristinaAguilera will be coming to Brissy during July.
And I won't be here.
But I found out that she will be going to S'pore. Woohoo.
I shall try to psycho my Mummybaby. Teehee.

Neeways, here are some random pictures of some outing like years ago. Hehe.

JuneDear and I.

NetteBabydoll and I.

Us girls at Laundry.

Met my primary school mate LeeYong. He lost like super ALOT of weight. Too bad I don't have his before pic, if not can show you guys how much weight he lost.

Sandra and I sending Sabrina off to Melbourne. Yet another friend in Melb.

Of one of those Maison nights.

TheDoll and I.

YangYangWong and I.

Met BigJimmy there too.

 
Yang trying to act drunk.

Still trying.

Haha. Yang's body looks so distorted.

The case and Yang.

Baby's finger and hp's leaflet.

Hahahaha. Only he will listen to my silly ideas.

NetteDoll, I need our vacation like NOW. Miss you.

Notice that there isn't any pics of Kenny and I.
It's because he didn't allow me to post the pic up.
Cause he doesn't look good in it, as if he was half asleep/awake. Hehe.
Guys can be vain too.

The silly mind is playing its tricks on me again.
It's hard to focus when the brain is thinking of other stuff.
It's hard to focus when the heart isn't where it wants to be.
I will, I will try to study. Promise. I think.

*When everything that surrounds me is of darkness and sorrow, will you be the knight in shinning armor to save me?*

. Much Love All .

Woohoo. Someone's joining the '20' gang already.
Neeways, yet again, HappieBday and all the best wishes in the world to you babes.
And I wish I have a hsemate who will but me an iPod too. Hehe.

It's funny how we got so close.
After all the drama and all.
Remember we used to take turns to carry each other on our shoulder for squats during Cyrens time.
Geez, I miss high school.

Thanks for being there for me.
And I still think it's amazing how well we both know each other. Teehee.
Goodie luck for your finals sexy.
We shall club, eat, shop and gossip when we're back aight?

Lots of love to you.
And enjoy being 20 before you turn 21.
Smuacks.

We are the Dramaqueens, and LOVING IT.

. Much Love All .

I am back.
Not in KL sadly, but to my bloggie.
Sry for the slow update.
Was busy doing my group projects.

But now, I'm FREE like a birdy.
Finally finish all 3 projects.
I went back to Uni almost everyday last week.
I think it's the most days in a week for the whole semester. Hohoho.

Neeways, Claudia came to my place on Sun to do the project.
We didn't sleep the whole night till the next morning.
My, my, we sort of wrote 3000 words from scratch in 24 hrs man. Haha.
We even drove out to McD's for supper at 2 somethin in the morning.
And like the streets are super duper quiet, only some cabs are on the road.

Even though it was real tiring but it was fun in a way. Hehe.
We were chatting, lookin at our younger day's pics and all.
And I tell you, she lost DAMN A LOT of weight.
She look so diff back then compare to now.
Then again, who doesn't? Hehe.

We somehow look better as we age.
Don't you think?
Even though growing up isn't that fun.
And later all sorts of lines and wrinkles will come. Soon.

And yes, as many of you might know already, MissJapan is the winner of MissUniverse2007.
And yes, MissKorea is smooching hot for Asian standard.
But really, because she's from Korea, the land where plastic surgeons are so highly skilled and surgeries are a norm there, it's no doubt that many will doubt her beauty.
Then again, plastic surgery is getting more and more common now. No?

MissJapan. For once, someone with a rounder and not-sky-high nose, slightly rounder face and not-mix-or-caucasian looking girl won. There is still hope for Asian beauties in the end huh.

MissJapan look so DIFFERENT here. Hoho.

MissKorea. She hot. But should pad her bikini better the next time. Hehe.

I don't think she look Korean AT ALL.

She look very Asian, doesn't she? But the ExoticAsian kind.

 
MissRussia. Hmm, her boobies are a lil TOO big for her, no?

MissTanzania. First bald lady to participate in MissUniverse. She brings a whole new meaning to beauty.

MissThailand. Again, coming from a country where man-transgendered looks so frigging hot after undergoing surgery, it's hard not to doubt those sky-high nose and awesome face shape.

I think she should have won MissPhotogenic instead of MissPhillipines, on far right.

MissUSA. She hot too. But the body is a lil' too skinny. Wonder how she kept her boobies though. Haha.

MissAustralia. She's a far, far cry compare to JenniferHawkins who won MissUniverse2004.

JenniferHawkins

Hot.Hot.Hot.

MissBrazil. No wonder it's known as LandofHotties.

I want her voluptous boday.

 
MissDominicanRepublic. She's good looking too. A lil' look alike of Cassie. 

MissGreece. Goddess hair.

MissIndonesia. Hmm, should work out a lil' more?

MissSingapore. Sweet looking.

MissMalaysia. IS THIS THE BEST MALAYSIA CAN DOOOOOO?? SERIOUSLY??

Even her sponsored dress is so boring. YAWN. Explains why her picture is so tiny and oh-so-little.

Seriously, I honestly think that there are other better looking girls out there.
I'm not saying she's ugly, mind you, just that there are better ones.
Maybe she's got the brains and all, but since now the contestants are chosen based on votings, at least if the lass is better looking, we stingy Msians might vote a lil' more.

And I personally think that the whole voting thing is so stupid.
Some countries citizen are finding hard to finance their necesity, like the poorer parts of Africa, Indonesia and all, and they want people to vote and pay.
It's utter rubbish. 

Then you have country citizens like Msians, where we don't really give a damn.
I think some of us watch the show to see the other hotter chicks from other country, knowing that our very own MissMsiaUniverse wouldn't even be in the finalist list.
Even if her family and friends are like super rich, they can't be sms-ing the whole time can they?
The morale of our country supporting our very own kind is so frigging low that it's shameful.

Neeways, I just selected some of these contestants from the whole of 72 of them.
Pictures are from Yahoo.com.
And comments are made based solely on my own taste and preference.
Hope I didn't offend anyone.

MissUSA fell when parading for the evening gown session. At least she continued smiling and still looked gorgeous.

The crowning of MissJapanUniverse at Japan. Most of them are head-turners.

Crowning of MissMalaysiaUniverse at KL. Compared to the contestants from Japan, we are a far cry man. Even their clothes are nicerrrrr. This video is brought to you by kennysia.

Somewhere, somehow I found this 2 pics, where Celebs post naked for a calendar for charity or some sort.

AaronKwok. Didn't know his bod was so lean and muscular-ish. Hehe.

DanielWu. Drool please. Haha. It would be better if he erm oull his pants a lil' higher. Teehee.

That is all for now.
Maybe I'll blog again later in the night.
Exam is like 12 days away.
Guess I'm not free like a birdy afterall.
Take care sexy people.

Congrats to MissJapan. She proved that not only super gorgeous caucasians can be MissUniverse, better looking Asians with brains can too.

. Much Love All .

It’s a MUST WATCH.

It’s even better than Spidey3.

Sad but true.

Eat your heart out Spidey.

Im’ma gonna sail the sea of stars with JackSparrow now.

Teehee.

Peace out.

. Much Love All .

HooHoo. Another Bday wishing.
This time, it's to Ten-NiDarling and my primary school mate, EeLingDear.
Happie20thBurfday to the both of you.
All the best wishes and yet again, hope you guys have a good one.

Exam timetable is finally out a few days ago.
Am having papers on the 12th, 14th, and 16th.
I so totally LOATHE it.
Jus makes me more stress.

And the best part is, am having Econs and ConsumerBehaviour on the 16th.
As if 2 papers in one day isn't bad enough.
Both of this subs are all about theories and a lil' calculation for Econs. Boohoo.

All 3 group projects are due the following week.
And none of it is close to finishing.
And I'm suppose to get friggin good results so that the chances of transferring will be higher.
Looks like the chance of it is getting slimmer and slimmer.

Neeways, shall post up the pics of our Maison outing for KinLup's 21st Bday.

Kenny, Yang, and BdayBoyLup.

Yang and the shirt Kenny and I bought for him for his Bday.

Nette and I.

Lup and I.

BarelyThere.

Nette, June and I.

 
When she smirk, I smile.

When I smirk, she smiles.

June and her FlamingLambo.

BurnBabyBurn.

Lup and his gf, PuiZhen.

TomatoEdmend and I. Hehe.

Trevor and I.

HappyHighNette.

PrettyKimberly and I.

Kimberly and Nette.

Take2.

'Riiii, your bf's bullying me.' says Nette. Hoho.

I hearty you.

Babyboy and I.

And I will stand by you.

Mummybaby said that Granny had a wicked time last night.
They recorded parts of it for me to watch when I'm back.
And I made my Babysis to sing HappyBday in Canto, she sounded so super cute that I teared.
Cause I'm missing home soooooooooooooooooooo bad.

  
And I can still smell you vividly. When you are so far away.

. Much Love All .

It's a big 80 for my Grandma this year.
Therefore, Mummybaby and all decided to have a big celebration for her.
Yet another celebration that I'm going to miss out on. Boohoo.

Around 80 family and friends will be attending the dinner.
My babysis is going to perform a dance with the other lil' cuzzies.
And most of my lil' cuzzies are Bananas, Chinese who can't speak Cantonese, they purposely learn how to sing HappyBirthday in Cantonese for Granny. How cute.

Anyways, I jus wanna wish my Grandma a very super Happy80thBday.
All the best wishes in the world to you.
And may you celebrate many more Bdays in the future and best of health too.
Thanks for always giving me unconditional love and care.

I HEART YOU TONSSS, GRANNY.

Neeways, am hving horrid body aches.
Somehow, I tend to fall sick whenever I'm hving exams or when it's near exam period. Pfft.
Have a good weekend peeps.

. Much Love All .

Woohoo. So many ppl is celebrating their bdays in May.
And yeah, jus wanna wish a very HappyBelatedBday to TzeLin.
It's good that we are talking again. Haha.
Hope you had a good one.

And today is my uni friend, Claudia'sBday.
She's from HongKong and she's like a super nice chick.
Thanks for helping me out on assignments and stuff. Hehe.
Hope that you will have a awesome day later.

Keita, Claudia'sJapBf had a mini surprise bday dinner for her last Saturday.
Had a nice dinner at RegattaCafe with just 6 of us.
While waiting for the rest to arrive, Kenny and I went to this big ass liquor store which is beside Regatta.
Baz, I've found your ultimate heaven. Haha.

ClaudiaBabes.

HappyBday once again.

Every drinkers heaven.

HoHo.

Any liquor at the lowest price guaranteed. Haha.

And yes, it's also Kenny's Babysis, Melisa's bday today.
All the best wishes to you and best of luck for your SPM.
Hope you will have a good one too.

That's all for now folks.
Am really tired already.
Have to work on my projects tmrw.
Take care.

. Much Love All .

Oh and yes, HappyMother'sDay to all the Mummys' in the world, especially to my Mummybaby.
Even though she's prob not gonna see this. Haha.

I love my Mummybaby to bits and pieces.
She's my best friend, my everything.
I think this is the 1st time I'm not celebrating Mother'sDay with her.
Which also means she wouldn't nag me for buying her splendid gifts. Haha.

It's so weird that someone will scold you for getting real nice but prob a lil' ex gifts.
But it's cause my Mummybaby only spoil us and not herself.
So I love to spoil her with lots and lots of sexy gifts. Haha.
It's not the only way that I show her how much I love her, it's just ONE of the many.

I hope I won't get emo and cry again when I call her tmrw.
Cause the last time I called home during Babysis'sBdayCelebration, I cried. Boohoo.
I can be such a cry baby.

Anyways, even if some of you didn't buy any gifts for your Mummy, just tell her you love her.
Of course it will be nice to buy a lil' something or better yet, a handmande card.
But in the end, what they really want is a simple 'I Love You'.
Hope that all the Mummys' in the world have a wicked Mother'sDay.

Hope that the other 2 lil' monkeys will make a great day for you. Love and missin you loads Mum.

. Much Love All .

Woohoo. Today's Kenny's Bday.
Jus wanna wish my Babyboy all the best wishes in the world to him.
It's kind of weird that while I'm typin this post, he is actually sitting across me doing his assignment. Haha.

Yes, it's such a pity that he needs to finish his assignment that's due on Monday on his Bday. Haha.
Not doing any big celebration this year.
Jus inviting a few friends for dinner.
I think it's prob the one Bday that he wouldn't be drinking. Haha.

Jus wanna thank my Babyboy for loving me unconditionally.
I am truly glad and lucky to have you Kenny.
Thanks for accepting my flaws and loving me as I am.
Hope that you will have a superb Bday.
Love you handsome.

Big, fat SMUACKS for the Bday Boy.

Hope you guys had a great weekend.

. Much Love All .

Was browsing 'MyDocuments' and found this.
Another lil' thing I wrote on my free time.
Once again, it doesn't neccessary relate to my current life situations.
Hope you guys enjoy it.

Talk

I haven’t been breathing.

Suffocating myself slowly.

I should be so happy, so contented.

But yet I haven’t felt happy in such a long time.

Why is my heart so heavy?

It’s as though big foot has been standing on my heart all along.

So heavy that I can hardly move anymore.

And it’s slowly getting heavier.

I don’t want to lie.

I don’t want to be in this situation.

I don’t want to be so selfish.

Most of all, I don’t want to hurt no one.

Decisions, decisions, decisions.

It’s getting harder to make one.

There are so many things that need to be considered.

Sometimes I’d wish that I’m still a kid.

Then you came back.

Back into the picture.

Back into the chapters of my life.

And you brought a friend, happiness is his name.

It’s been such a long time.

Such a long time that I last felt peaceful.

That I last felt at ease.

That I last felt happy. 

Everything’s so vague.

Yet I can feel peace in my heart.

It’s amazing how you did all these.

When all we really did was talk.

I can’t say I love you just yet.

I can’t say I’ve totally forgiven you just yet.

I can’t promise you forever just yet.

But I definitely can say that I’m very happy to have you back in my life.

'Talk' - by Pantherpinkzy

. Much Love All .