My handsome left today.

I am still cryin.

It was my birth-to-the-day.
And this year, it's on the EveofCNY.
Woohoo.

Neeways, the AwesomelySweetBF had me a surprise bday dinner with a few friends on the 15th.
Was surprised. Well kinda.
The many phone calls and sudden change of clothes of my Mum and all kinda made me suspected that somethin fishy is going on.
Plus, when we walked in to TonyRoma's, the waiter was like 'Oh, reservation under KennyLee? For 20 people, this way please.'

But yeah, thanks muchie Babyboy for the whole surprise and all.
And also many thanks to those who came.
Appreciate it much for all your time as everyone is, was and usually are busy during CNY period.
Oh, and it's my first ever SurpriseBdayParty. Hehe.

We had a zexy dinner at Tony's and later went to Maison.
It was a small celebration but nevertheless a fun one too.
And I can't believe in another half more years time, I will be 21 already.

Neeways, shall let the pics to do the talkin.

yes, the Handsome spoils me.

Loves the card Honey.

Smuacks.

The sweetest thing.

Daddy's and Mummy's Angels. Most of the time. Hehe.

DanceyVon and I. Lovey you muchie.

The lil' one got jealous.

Seriously. Hehe.

AmyDoll.

SandraBabes.

I like. *in Borat's tone. teehee.

YangYangWong and I.

NetteDarl.

Mine.

I am what I am because of them, and only them.

I'm sorry I'm geeky and not beautiful. But I'm happy with the way I am. Haha.

 
Grannie-lookin-me.

I'm the paparazzo.

My happiness.

Daddycool and BaoBei.

Too cute.

The younger version of me. Literally.

Thanks for comin.

Appreciate it much.

I am officially 20.

Thanks NetteDarl for the candles.

Thank you Babyboy for everything.

FingerSuckinLickinGood.

My love, my all.

Bliss.

ZexyPeople.

LoveyDovey.

Ever skinny TekYeh.

YangYangWong's hand is more pretty than him. Hehe.

The cutesy VdayPigFlower that I bought her.

JunKaiTheSpeedDriver.

NetteBabes, SandraDoll and I. 

Lau and Sandra.

TheGuys.

Baz and Baby.

Hmm, nopes, I have no idea what is my Handsome doing. Haha. 

Nette and PeiYee.

Candid.

MyGirlfriend. Hehe. Weawy, he goes shoppin with me all the time.

The SU gang.

Cutesy.

Loves.

YangYangWong, faster thank me for takin this shot which makes you look so pretty. Hehe.

Yups, young at heart. I think. Hehe.

Because Bozzo poses like this.

RoundRoundTummies. Hehe.

Yes, we make one VainBitchyArrogantCouple. Haha.

Yours truly.

. Much Love All .

p.s: sorry. forgot to change the settings to public. hehe.

darkness is consuming me slowly. . .

And so the results are out. . . .

Been busy spendin time with my fam.
Sorry for the slow update.
But the uber slow connection is makin me lazy to update already. Hehe.

I'm thinking twice about comin back to KL so study now.
Cause so many of my friends is and will be leavin already.
Decisions, decisions, decisions yet again.
I honestly don't want to grow up anymore. Sighs.

I think clubbin is gettin old for me already.
Went Maison on last Thurs and didn't hv fun at all. Hmm.
Not in the right mind now.
Don't really know what else to write now.

Shall post up the Vday and my 2nd yr Anni with Babyboy pics.

the present.

the awesome vest and the album that I heart.

from me to him.

my handmade big ass card for my Babyboy.

love.

made a lil' bunny too. my bunny is on the left and my BabySis made the one on right hand side.

the original version.

 
the place looks nice but the food and service sucks.

Babyboy camwhoring?

I wuv, heart, totally adores chandeliers.

31-12-06.

a big, fat, sloppy smuacks for the loved one.

PC-ing.

my GUESS model. teehee*

I will take care of you.

14-02-07.

Babyboy.

my handsome.

poser, poser, poser.

ringing the love altogether. the rings that Babyboy bought.

awesome ambience and food at Shrooms.

the lovely setting in the car.

my will-never-die flower-pig.

my handsome and I.

the addiction.

a lil' somethin-somethin for my fam.

the kicks that Babyboy adores.

my gift to him.

our gifts to each other.

part of the pressie to Babyboy.

the Vday card from him. ( notice the same background of the card with my blog's. )

he spoils me badly.

the glowy photo frame I bought.

the boy thinks that his feet looks nicer than his hands. hehe.

I wuv you.

I am part of the many pressies too. teehee*

thank you for loving me.

I don't mean to brag but my Babyboy is truly awesome.
Of course there are flaws in him, as nobody is perfect.
But compare to many guys, he is well, awesome. Hehe.
A very good catch I have there.

I just want to thank my Babyboy for loving me unconditionally.
Givin me the freedom and space that I need everytime and always supportin me in everythin that I do.
I sincerely, truly feel absolutely lucky to have you.

I cannot guarantee that I will be with you forever.
But I can definitely promise that I will try my utmost best to make this relationship to continue to flourish.
Thank you for accepting my flaws and loving me for me.
I simply love you Kenny, I hope you know that.

Btw, yesterday was our 2 and a half yr anni.
I can't believe it's been that long.
Time really do flies.
But I've enjoyed every moment of it.

Love you Babyboy.

. Much Love All .

It's a zexy day today because it's the birthday of  3 very zexy people that I know.
First of all, a very HappieBday to my Mummybaby.
Thanks for everythin MummyDearest.
Thank you for your love, care, and naggings. Hehe.

Then there's my bestie, Sandra.
Am really sad to hear that you will be leaving to Sarawak so soon.
I hope that you will have a awesome celebration with Lau before you leave.
All the best wishes in the world to you Darl, you know I heart you muchie.

And last but not least, DjNesh.
Haven't know you for a long time but I'm glad we met.
Even though you love to pick on me, but nonetheless you are a great friend.
Hope you will have a awesome-posome birthday and may your career continue to bloosom-flosom.

Just a very short post because don't really have much time.
But it doesn't mean I love my Mummybaby less than my Daddycool or I that I favor less of Sandra less than any of my bestie.
It's the thought that counts.

Oh and yes, I'm back. Hehe.
SandraDear, if you are reading this and I hope that you are, SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEE. Haha.
Since I pulled the surprise in person the last time, I figured it would be fun to do so here.
So yes, I am back SandraDungDung.

Don't call and yell at me okies?
And I am your present.
I shall give you a zexykinky jolly good time when I see you tomorrow okies? Hehe.
Smuacks smuacks. Love you babes.

That's all for now zexy people.
The heat and uber-super-duper slow connection is killing me.
Time to go get ready for dinner now.
Have a zexynice day peeps.

. Much Love All .

It's 4 plus in the morning and I just finished my shower.
Somehow I ended up cleaning the toilet when I was gonna take my shower. Haha.
No, I'm not mentally unstable. ( Or am I? teehee* )
Jus have to because it is required for tenants to clean the hse up before they hand it back to the owner.

It was quite fun. Really.
Well, not really 'fun' fun, jus that it's nice to see the whole bathroom clean and shiny-shiny. Hehe.
Besides, while cleaning, my mind was free from all the thinking.
I was so focused on the whole process.

Maybe I should do it whenever I'm sad. Haha.
Cleaning the bathroom 4 in the morning when I'm down and low, guess I don't need my usual emo talk with my friends already. Haha.
Jus jkin my darlings, of course I need you guys.
You guys know I lup you guys tons 'n' tons right.

God, that was so random. Hehe.
Shall get back to the main topic now.
First off, I wanna wish my Daddycool a very Happy Father's Day.
My Daddycool is one awesome dad. Really.

Jus wanna thank my Daddycool for everything.
I thank God everyday for giving me such a loving Daddy.
I am his jewel, pearl, diamond, babygirl and most of all, his lil' sweetie.
I can tell you that he honestly loves me more than anything in this world.

I feel so spoilt by his overwhelming love sometimes.
But who am I to complain, there's never too much of  loving.
My Daddycool teaches me lesson that helps me to grow into a better person.
And no teacher would be better than him as he is one of the most hardworking, generous and selfless person that I know.

And I really do feel grateful to have him supporting and loving me no matter what.
I couldn't have gone through so many tough phases of my life without my family and his ultimate support.
And I will never forget how hard he was crying when I sent him off to the airport when he had to leave me here in Brisbane.

I do not take my family for granted.
I love and cherish them every single day.
And all I'm trying to say is, I love you Daddy.
Hope that the other two monkeys back home will make this Father's Day an awesome one.

My Daddycool likes to be pretty too. Hehe.

Today is Lau's 20thBday too.
Jus wanna wish you a very HappieBday Lau.
All the best wishes to you.
Hope that Sandra made it a sexy&kinky awesome bday for you.

Lau and Sandra.

Oh, I totally forgot to annouce this.
I'm so DONE WITH EXAMS.
WooootZ. Woohoo. Hohoho.
Now I really am free like a birdy.

Hmm, then again not really. Hehe.
Cause have to start packing and all.
Have to clean the WHOLE house.
Have to send my sexy car to depot to send it to its new owner.

Busy, busy, busy.
Am so lack of sleep and rest and water and proper food. Haha.
Im'ma panda with cutesy pimples now. Hehe.
Shall go sleep nowwwwwwww.

But before I go, here's some pictures. Yes, from outing years ago. Hehe.

Sandra and I. She dragged me to be her date for her Form5ClassReunion. And yes, I know, I so needed to trim my fringe. Hehe.

SmallYinz, Sandra and I.

Farah, SmallYinz and I.

WeiShiong and I.

PrettyAlly and I.

We then head off to Laundry and picked up lil'Nette on the way. Hehe.

Sandra and I.

NetteDoll and I.

Sandra and Lau.

The starting point of crazy pictures taken.

Told you. Hahaha. This pic is so funny. Have to post it even though I look so very retarded. Hehe.

JOY.

Up and up we go.

Sheena was gonna take off, Nette took off a lil, Sandra is flying high in the sky and I basically shot to the moon and back. teeheehee*

Lau: Watch me dance SandraLove
Sandra: Haha. Hehe. Hohohoho.

Lau: Why did you laugh at me? Let me show you how I can dance and kick you on the ass. HooiYaaaaa~!
Sandra: Hahaha. Hehehe. Hohoho. Bwahhahahahahha.

WaWaWiWaWa. I think I just grew 2394378ft taller. Hehe. Sandra, Nette and I.

 
A picture can tell a thousand words, they say. I can hear our laughter from this picture, I say.

. Much Love All .

Totally screwed my 1st exam.
Honestly hoping for a pass only.
Stupid project mark is damn uber low.
Everything and nothing is going my way.

Thank you to those who gave me advice and comfort words.
Means a lot to me.
Really.
That's what I need most now.
Care.

Signin off now.
More studyin to do.
Take care all.

Loving this currently. Even though Fahrenheit's singing sucks and spoil the song. It's meaningful.

. Much Love All .

I slept very early last night.
More like a nap though.
Woke up around 4 something, to study.
I'm not hardworking, just that I can study better at night. Hehe.

Babyboy and I felt hungry, thus we drove to HungryJack's to buy brekkie at 6 in the morning.
I can't remember when was the last time I was awake that early and had a proper brekkie. Hehe.
And I LOVE HungryJack's brekkie meals.

A good way to kick start the morning.

Finals next week.
I can't believe in 2 weeks time, I'll be going home.
Woohoo.
But it also means that I'm leaving Brissy for good already.

It's a really mixed up feeling.
Part of me can't wait to get back, another part is just thinking twice, thrice, on whether my decision is the right one.
I just don't want to regret I guess.

Was doing some search on the rankings of universities.
And it just made me think more on whether I should leave.
Because UniOfQueensland is like one of the prestigious uni in around.

Taken from here*

So does graduating at a prestigious university matter a lot?
I'm not in anyway looking down at unis that are of lower ranking.
It's just that the working world is just so realistic.
If you graduate from a more prestigious uni, your application will thus be looked at 1st.

I applied to Monash both in Melb and KL, as well as to Metropolitan under the CurtinUni program.
Am not applying to HELP already as if I want to graduate with UQ's cert, I need to do my final year here at Brissy.
And NetteDoll said that I shouldn't bother to apply to Sunway's VictoriaUni program as it's not that good.

So my best choice is Monash only, as CurtinUni isn't one of the top unis.
But I'm just worried that I won't be accepted to Monash.
Not because my grades aren't good but because I stupidly missed my finals last semester.

So there's a 2/Fail grade on my transcript.
My CGPA would have been a 6 over the total of 7 if I hadn't miss the exam.
And because of such a silly mistake, my CGPA is pulled down to 4.5.
I feel so stupid and just pure silly. Sighs.

And also I might try to apply to NationalUniversityofSingapore (NUS).
It's like one of the most pretigious unis in AsiaPacific.
I should really study harder if I really want to get in.
As being one of the Top20UniversitiesInTheWorld, I'm sure their requirement is super high.

Taken from here*

Top 100 Global Universities

1. Harvard University   
2. Stanford University   
3. Yale University   
4. California Institute of Technology   
5. University of California at Berkeley   
6. University of Cambridge   
7. Massachusetts Institute Technology    
8. Oxford University   
9. University of California at San Francisco   
10. Columbia University   
11. University of Michigan at Ann Arbor   
12. University of California at Los Angeles   
13. University of Pennsylvania   
14. Duke University   
15. Princeton Universitty   
16. Tokyo University   
17. Imperial College London   
18. University of Toronto   
19. Cornell University   
20. University of Chicago   
21. Swiss Federal Institute of Technology in Zurich   
22. University of Washington at Seattle   
23. University of California at San Diego   
24. Johns Hopkins University   
25. University College London
26. Swiss Federal Institute of Technology in Lausanne   
27. University Texas at Austin   
28. University of Wisconsin at Madison   
29. Kyoto University   
30. University of Minnesota Twin Cities   
31. University of British Columbia   
32. University of Geneva   
33. Washington University in St. Louis   
34. London School of Economics   
35. Northwestern University   
36. National University of Singapore   
37. University of Pittsburgh   
38. Australian National University   
39. New York University   
40. Pennsylvania State University   
41. University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill   
42. McGill University   
43. Ecole Polytechnique   
44. University of Basel   
45. University of Maryland   
46. University of Zurich   
47. University of Edinburgh   
48. University of Illinois at Urbana Champaign   
49. University of Bristol   
50. University of Sydney   
51. University of Colorado at Boulder   
52. Utrecht University   
53. University of Melbourne   
54. University of Southern California   
55. University of Alberta   
56. Brown University   
57. Osaka University   
58. University of Manchester   
59. University of California at Santa Barbara   
60. Hong Kong University of Science and Technology   
61. Wageningen University   
62. Michigan State University   
63. University of Munich   
64. University of New South Wales   
65. Boston University   
66. Vanderbilt University   
67. University of Rochester   
68. Tohoku University   
69. University of Hong Kong   
70. University of Sheffield   
71. Nanyang Technological University   
72. University of Vienna   
73. Monash University   
74. University of Nottingham   
75. Carnegie Mellon University   
76. Lund University   
77. Texas A&M University   
78. University of Western Australia   
79. Ecole Normale Super Paris   
80. University of Virginia   
81. Technical University of Munich   
82. Hebrew University of Jerusalem   
83. Leiden University   
84. University of Waterloo   
85. King's College London   
86. Purdue University   
87. University of Birmingham   
88. Uppsala University   
89. University of Amsterdam   
90. University of Heidelberg   
91. University of Queensland   
92. University of Leuven   
93. Emory University   
94. Nagoya University   
95. Case Western Reserve University   
96. Chinese University of Hong Kong   
97. University of Newcastle   
98. Innsbruck University   
99. University of Massachusetts at Amherst   
100. Sussex University

Taken from here*

That being said, it's a shame that Msia hving 18 unis and not one of it made to the list of Top500WorldUniRanking.
There's a lil' article written by Lim Kit Siang, Parliamentary Opposition Leader, MP for Ipoh Timur & DAP Central Policy and Strategic Planning Commission Chairman.
You can read the entire article here.

Talked to my Daddycool about my concerns.
And he said that if Monash won't take me in as a 2nd yr student, I shall start as a 1st yr student if that's what I want.
But but, I don't want to waste another year and more money.
And I'm really touched that my whole family is so supportive of me.

That being said, what should I do?
Should I stay back and continue in UQ even though that's not where my heart lies?
Or should I go back to my comfort zone and risk wasting more time and money?
All these questions and thinking is really disturbing me.

Anyways, I should get back to studyin now after spending much time lazing around.
And the weather now is super freakin cold.
I can feel the cold air like circulating around the entire hse.
Hope you guys will have a great weekend.

Prestigious. Does it really matters?

* you are the weakness in me. *

. Much Love All .

Today is one of my bestie, MayHon's Bday.
Jus wanna wish my doll a very HappyBday and all the best wishes.
Hope you had a good one.

I shall come back and buy you dinner at Zen. Hehe.
Both of us LOVES ZEN.
She's totally nuts bout Jap stuff.
Speaking of which, my Daddycool is over in Japan now, I SO WANNA GO.

Neeways, MayHon is one funkylicious darling.
She's like super straight-to-the-point person.
And I heart her for that.
Thanks for being there for me through my many dramas. Teehee.

And she got accepted to Fullerton Uni, at L-to-the-A.
I am so saving now so that I can go and visit her there. Hehe.
Maybe I should go there for Chrissymas, since she'll be there that time. Hohoho.
Hollywood, here I come.

I heart you tons sexy.

* Uncertainties kills. Slowly. *

. Much Love All .