Watched Spidey in action few days ago, I personally think it was nice.
Even though it was a lil' drag-gy.
It's funny to watch Spidey dance.
Funny simply because he can't. Bwaha.

This week basically it's a holiday for me.
Cause many classes are cancelled due to LabourDay. Woohoo.
But I've gots to finish my part for all 3 group project.
And I just finish my mid sem like 2 weeks back and finals will be in another 2 weeks or so.

I can't believe that it's almost mid-May already.
Can't believe that I'll be leaving Brissy for real in a month's time or so.
No more second home. No more cold weather. No more wearing trench coats and all.
Might still be able if I were to go Melb but not in all year summer Msia.

Went for a lil' shopping spree with HooiSan the other day.
It feels so good to finally to be able to shop with a girlfriend and chit-chat all the way.
We then had SukiyakiCourse at Sono.
The food was deliciousssss and we had a good long chat.

On the way back, I wanted to go in to the shoe shop.
And spotted a uber sexy heels and tried it on.
It's so sexy until HooiSan also wanted to try it on.
We ended up buying the same heels as it's on a 50% sale and it's seriously damn SEXY. Haha.

Went Ikea with Kenny, Jason and Leon.
They are Kenny's new hsemate.
They're moving into a 3 bedroom apartment which is unfurnished.
So they had a major shopping spree at Ikea. Hehe.

We ended up with 4 big trolleys.
3 mattress, 3 bedframes, study table, drawers and all.
We then later went back to the apartment to fix some of the furniture.
It was a productive and tiring day. Hehe.

Anyways, am gonna post up the pictures from one of the Maison night for JunKai's Bday and also Laundry outing with Nette, Baz and all.

 
ChinZhen's 'FlaminLambo'.

 
ChinZhen was there for his farewell party as well.

camwhore Drewy.

JunKai gone already.

bartender-to-be-PeiYee

Yang, PeiYee and Kenny.

the Willy and the Silly.

ChinZhen and Kenny.

HotPinkZhen, Willy, Silly, and PeiYee.

the shirt that I bought for Kenny as a present not knowing that he himself bought one too. but he didn't wanted to give Baz the extra. Hehe.

im'ma bully.

Jess and I. We were the only girls there that night, to accompany our bfs. Hehe.

* if only you last longer than flames *

It was a very short night at Maison.
Was techno/house music that night.
Kenny and I went there quite late and left quite early. Hehe.
Went yumcha in the end as JunKai was GONE.

NetteDoll and the drinks that makes her tipsy.

BigFranc and MiniNette.

Sashi, Nette and I on the sexy chair.

NiggerTerrence.

Baz and Sashi.

PuckerUp.

Sexy and I.

Mira and Kabil. They look so cute in this pic. Hehe.

Mira and Kabil Take2.

RockOut.

we do the silliest things together.

Mira, Kabil, Nette and I.

Mira and I.

PeaceOut.

Mira and her sexy bf with her orange bag, Rafiz. Hehe.

Daphney and Mira.

TheGirls.

Baz, Terry, and Kabil.

Posers.

Dressing all the wrong way, under the influence of Chivas.

Sashi and Rafiz.

Baz and I.

Nette and her dirty couch. Hehe.

I am a depressed lil' girl?

. Much Love All .

* why bother in the 1st place. when you know you won't stick it till the end. *

So yes, since a lot of people know now, might as well let me clear things up.
Yes, I've decided to transfer back to either Msia or Melb to continue my studies.
No, there's nothing wrong with Kenny and I.

The 1st thing that most people ask is 'Why? Something wrong with both of you?'
It's as though I can't be independent enough to make decisions for my own fckin sake.
It's as though I MUST be with Kenny 24/7 till death to us part.
It's as though if I'm not living in the same country with Kenny, there MUST be something wrong between us.

Please, if you think that I can't live without Kenny, then you don't fckin know me.
Yes, I enjoy his company.
Yes, I love him.
But it doesn't mean I have to do everything WITH him.

I'm leaving Brisbane simply because I don't enjoy my life here.
I'm 20 and I want to live like I'm 20.
I don't want to spend most of my days studyin, watchin TV and just playing with my comp.
I feel so frigging lifeless.

Yes, I've tried making friends, going out and all.
But still I don't feel as alive like I do when I'm in Msia.
I need and want someone to hug and talk to when my day isn't going well.
Other than my bf, I would like to have my family and friends beside me too.

I just simply miss my family a lot.
I've mentioned probably like a thousand times that I'm super close with my family before already.
And I need my bitchy girlfriends back home.
They are my essentials in my everyday life.

And to me, personally I think the perks of me going back to Msia is quite interesting and good for myself and my future.
So yes, I'm making this decision for my own future and life.
Not because there's something wrong with Kenny and I.

As for Melbourne, it's just a thinker.
Since I've already have part of the experience of studyin overseas and all.
What's the diff with Melb and Brisbane?
A-friggin-lot.

There's more choices of food.
More friends.
Basically, I need and want to live a vibrant life.
Am not the typical goodie-2-shoe and easily contented girl.

It doesn't mean having a super-duper good bf isn't enough.
It just means I love my family, friends and bf all the same lot.
I need all of them time to time.
Especially my family of course, them, I CAN'T live without.

It doesn't mean there isn't going to be a 'Kenny-Cheri relationship'.
It doesn't mean there's 'something wrong'.
It just simply means 'I need my family and friends' .
It just simply means ' I'M LIVING MY LIFE, MY WAY. '

Get the picture now? I bite, literally.

. Much Love All .

My Sis, Von, and her team, Mirage got 2nd place at the Taylor's Inter-College Dance Competition.
Congrats to her. Haha.
It's quite a funny feeling watching her dance the way she does as she used to be like the super shy and quiet type.
She still is now but I guess she's found her comfort zone in dancing and is able to express herself differently I suppose.

Mirage.

GFM - Yvonne, Sabesha and PeiHwa.

I didn't know she could shake LIKE THAT. Haha.
Im'ma proud sista.

Anyways, below is Rihanna feat. Jay-Z, Umbrella Vid.
She chopped her hair and lost quite a bit of weight as she's looking more slim now.
Everyone's chopping their hair after V.Beck did. Somehow.

Lookin smashing.

I can't wait to finish my exam tmrw.
Lack of sleep and rest.
Then I shall start stressing on my 3 group projects. Woohoo.
Im'ma gonna work my ass off to score a wicked result this sem.

Success is near, I can smell it.
Wish me luck. Hehe.
Hope you guys had a wonderful weekend.
Take care.

. Much Love All .

Now I know what's with everyone putting the *unicef thingy in front of their MSN nicks.
Thanks SandraBabes for the info.
It's a new thing, okay, maybe not so new thing by Microsoft.
Everytime you chat, a lil' donation will be made to the organization you choose to help.

It's so simple and easy.
Just add * and the organization code.
Do something right today.
Before it's too late.

For more info, visit *I'm homepage*.

. Much Love All .

Even though I haven't watch all the episode of the search for the new PussyCatDolls member, but I know who won. Hehe.
Kenny dlwded the whole thing for me already but I haven't got the time to watch it cause I'm bombarded with tons of projects and exams. Boohoo.

Anyways, thou shall watch the vid below if you want to know who IS the winner.

Am gonna go study now.
Hving Acct exam on Sat and Marketin on Mon.
I'm doomed.
And this sem's results are very important. Sighs.

. Much Love All .

*Gimme some stardust. Then I can make a wish. So my Angel will whisk me away to My Fairyland. Away from all these.*

Some months ago, Korean Singer, Rain, came to Msia.
My sis and I didn't really fancy him when he first came out as an artist.
Cause we didn't like how when he sings, he dances and touches his body.
And also, he loves to take or basically rip his clothes off.
We thought it was too GAY. Haha.

And now, we totally adore him.
Was supposed to go to BoyzIIMen's concert at Genting.
Daddycool got my friends and I tix for the concert.
But I was still indecisive of which concert I want to go because Daddycool got the tix session which was the same day as Rain's concert.

In the end, Mummybaby bought 2 Rain tix and surprised me with it.
Of course I choose to go to Rain's as she bought the RM700++ ones.
So in the end, Kenny and all went for B2M's concert while I went to Rain's.
Was kinda bummed as I really wanted to watch B2M as well.
Sometimes choices in life complicate our life. Agree?

Basically, Rain's concert rocked to the max.
Like I've said earlier, my sis and I am not a fan, but he totally swept our feet’s of the ground.
And yes, his dancing skill is the BOOMBBBBBBBB.
Nevertheless, the stage was awesome too.
And we were sitting pretty close to the stage, so we don't have to strain our eyes to look at him and all.

I can't possibly describe the awesomeness and let you guys feel how amazing it was.
It's the kind of concert where you have to be there to feel the awesomeness.
One of the best I can assure you.
He is after all one of TIME mags 100 most influential person.

All I have to say is that the next time he's comin, do make an effort to watch him.
Of course I can't guarantee you that he'll still be as awesome, but who knows; maybe he'll be MORE awesome. Hehe.
And I like him now it's not cause he's good looking. He's not.
But the fact that how he strive so strongly for his own dreams and goals.

He was a really poor kid/teenager like many ordinary people.
His mother passed away 1 year (I think) before he got his big break.
He never gave up instead worked harder with the help of inspirational words his mother left behind.
To me, you can find many talented people in this world.
But those whose successful not because they are talented but because they've worked so hard to where they are, those are the artist that we should look up to and respect.  

Mummybaby got some Maxis discount, hence the price is a lil' cheaper. Haha.

the submarine.

he hurt his hand during his HK's concert, explains the funny looking thing on his left arm. for support i suppose.

gotta like the cheeky smile.

the awesome stage and effect.

lovin the outfit.

singing my fav song, 'In My Bed'. notice the 2 person on the bed, they held that same post for the entire song.

lovin this outfit too.

Rain came, really.

told you the stage is awesome.

the weird lookin too orang-ey jacket.

yes Rain, you can be my angel.

finale.

just part of the peeps who went. the crowd was amazing and tons.

the RM100 or something t-shirt. hey, the quality is really good.

hv always like these sort of army pendants.

crazy sis, von.

smuacks you.

I took tons of pics but only posted a lil' amount of it.
I managed to took 2 full performance vids too.
But can't upload onto YouTube cause it's too big. Boohoo.
So if anyone knows how to resize the vid, do tell okies?
So Rain basically came and rocked my socks off, ate it, and stormed my heart and left.

Am busy with 3 group projects and 2 mid-sem exams this week.
Woohoo.
Jus makes everything so frigging much better.
It's like, my brains isn't allow to rest at all. Really.

*edited*

I totally forgot to write this.
Remember earlier I was sayin that I was bummed that I couldn't go to B2M's concert?
Well, thnx to Baz's sister, Mira, who caught B2M's eyes, some sexy stares going on i assume, they were invited to the after party.
They called and told me that, but I didn't believe it at first.

So in the end, I drove down to KL's Eastin Hotel with my sis to meet up with the rest.
It wasn't really a all-for-B2M-after-party as the place was filled with other people as well.
But anyways, I got to meet them and took a pic with one of them so it's all good.
Even though in the end I still didn't get to see them perform, at least I met them and if I want to hear them sing, there's always their album to be put onto the player. Hehe.

Rafiz, B2M and Mira.

Sean and I. ( even though I love their music, I can't remember their names. cause I'm jus bad with names. Haha. )

I hope I can know what I want soon.
I hope things will be better.
I hope there's simpler solutions to my problems.

上天救救我。

. Much Love All .

exam this Saturday. and I can't fckin concentrate to study.

i'm fcked.

someone please save me from me.

Am at the turning point of my life.
Decisions that has to be made.
Thousand and one things that need to be considered.
It's so not fcking fun to grow up.

Sometimes I'd wish that I'm dead.
My heart feels so heavy.
It's so heavy that it'll prob stop beating any moment.
What's a girl to do?

Just feel like crying and shouting at the top of my lungs.
Do you act according to your heart or mind?
Do you go all the way to get what your heart desires?
Even if it means everything will never be the same and in the end, you might even regret doing so.

Feel so tight.
Slowly suffocating.
All I want to be is to have a normal happy life.
Just to be someone useful in this life and to love and be loved.

What happened?
What really happened?
I do not know.
I wish I'd knew.

What now?
What should I fcking do?
Does 'best' necessary means good for you?
Does 'best' mean you are meant to be?

Who would have thought.
Who would have thought that I will feel this way.
Because I have everything that I want and need.
And I should be so contented and happy.

Who knew.
Who could have guessed.
How I wish I'd knew.
That ' what if's ' are the most mind disturbing and heartbreaking words.

'What If' - by Pantherpinkzy

First of all, wanna wish my goodie friend Jannar a very HappyBelatedBday.
Sorry to have only blog after such a long time.
Can't blame me cause the connection in Msia is super duper slow.
Anyways, Jannar, thanks for always being there for me during the highest and lowest times in my teenage years. Haha.
I'm blessed with such a good friend and what else you are gonna be a pilot, so do fly me around the world when you are free okies? Haha.


Hope you had a good one.

So yes, I'm back in Brissy land already.
And no, I didn't go class today cause I'm terribly tired as yesterday was a super long day.
I'm missing Msia already.
I seriously have got to stop crying when my family and I bid each other goodbye at the airport.
Yes, I'm a cry baby but doesn't mean I'm weak.
It just shows how much I can love.

Just want to say thank you and send a big, fat and wet kiss to my friends back in Msia for making my holiday so fun and lovely.
And also to apologize to those who got into trouble cause you guys were out with me into the wee hours. Hehe.
But you guys know I heart you guys tonsssss right.

Have gots to start studying and do all the research for my projects and all already.
I can see my 'stresshormones' waving 'hello' to me already.
Hope you guys had a wonderful Easter break.
More updates soooooooon.

p.s : Why isn't there any proper guide book on LO-to-theVE?

. Much Love All .

It was Daddycool's bday yesterday.
Am really happy and glad that I'm able to celebrate with him.
Don't exactly know what to buy for him as he's got EVERYTHING.
So bought him a few shirts and sports wear as he plays badminton frequently.

Just want to wish my dearest Daddycool a very Happy 50th Bday.
Am really proud to have you as my Dad as you've always live life to the fullest.
Working your way from nothing to something.
And providing us all with the sweet loving lifestyle and all.

Really, really, really heart my Daddycool tons.
I hope I will be able to work my way to become someone and make you proud.
Thanks for always believing in me and supporting in everything that I do.
And I'm really glad that you got out of the accident without a scratch as I can't even stand to have the thought of losing you in anyway.

All the best wishes in the world to my lovng Daddycool.
May all your dreams continue to come true and great health for your lifetime.
I love you and nothing matters more.
Happy 50th Bday Daddycool.

Daddycool and I at the airport leaving to Brissy.

He cried more than Mummybaby when he left Brissy.
Even though I don't get to spend so much time with him now compared to when I was lil', our bond is tighter than anything.
I guess I just really love my Daddycool.
I really really heart my family.

. Much Love All .